Not really, no.
Today is one of my ‘I hate everything’ days where nothing seems to go right and all I want to do is hide under my covers and sleep the day away..

I’d choose the million dollars.

I can’t think of a regret that I’d really like to change. I think the stupid things you do shape you as a person. I don’t think I really regret doing something- then again I’m only 18.. I think at the time or just after I say that I do because I’ve probably done something stupid but when I think about it, it I was supposed to do it, I was supposed to do it..

MONEY PLEASE.

Yeah, I’m still best friends with my ex.
He’s been my best friend since forever and I don’t really understand how if you’re so close to someone and you’ve been close for a really long time how you can suddenly stop talking to them.

I mean I know people change and ‘grow apart’ but you should still have that connection with the person you’ve broken up with no? I dunno I just think that if two people break up for whatever reason and they loved each other, that connection doesn’t just end. It doesn’t just stop..

I’m not saying that you have to just go back to being friends because even I’ll admit that it’s really hard. You’re so used to holding hands or doing random habits that you and your ex do. Like for me, whenever I’m working in maths and not really talking to my ex a lot I’ll brush my fingers over his arm to show affection.. It sounds stupid and I’ve only just realised I do it but I like to think it’s comforting? Or like with him, when we cross the street together he’ll put his hand on the small of my back and kinda guide me..
Like I understand it’s hard to just stop those habits. I understand if two people need time to cool off and just be alone but I think two exes can still be friends..

I worry about everything.
I’m the biggest worrier ever!

I worry that I won’t get my grades to go to university, I worry that I’ll lose contact with the friends I have now.. That I’ll actually get to univeristy and then fail.


Yeah I could make a list as long as my arm..

A lifetime supply of water.
A lifetime supply of sun cream.
A person to keep me company.
Those swiss army knives- that would be useful right?
My inhaler- just in case it’s super hot
A blanket and a pillow

I can’t think of anything else..
I don’t want to say like my laptop or my phone because I think it’d be nice just being away from technology..

But how the hell did I get stranded in the first place?

MAAARCH!
Because I’m born in March, also because it’s the start of Spring and all the daffodils are sprouting and there’s just that crisp smell in the air.

And because it’s my birthday.
:D

I think it’s to help people.
Whenever I see adverts of those children living in Africa or in poverty ridden areas I feel inclined to go there and help.

And teach them how to read and write and build houses and schools. I want to go after university and help in Latin America..

I do, I think every one deserves one depending on what they do.
If a murderer wants a second chance I wouldn’t give him one, I believe if you do something that bad you honestly don’t deserve a second chance..

I don’t think so?
Thinking back to my past relationships I don’t think I had feelings for someone who had a girlfriend..

I’m pretty sure you’ve asked me this question before?

I have.